Nothing beats an elder sister covering the blanket for you when you fall asleep unexpectedly.


No wonder there was warmth in the dream last night.

To my twin sister,


It has been a while.


Finally you have the courage to play the violin after a year. But, you regret at that instant. Why? Because it used to be your soul, a string that connects to your heart. However, it seems the string is broken, like a kite that fails to tie at the rock. It flies away, just like that..


You heard what I'm saying.


What if one day you were walking down the street and you suddenly realised you'd dropped your favourite watch on the pavement half a mile back? You'd walk back to get it, wouldn't you?


Well, then that is your favourite watch, and I realised you've dropped it.


I know you artery deep, just as I know you are imagining yourself playing Pavane now. You will pay any price to turn back and get it, won't you?


Ruth


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PS by Ruth : The thought of college-ending-soon is really sucky. Am missing Mrs. Jay Sean.

2nd Semester is ending soon. This also means lots of university applications to do. What undergraduate course you want to pursue? Which university you want to get into? Do you meet the requirement of that university? If no, what's next?Change course?



Sometimes you wish someone could plan all these perfectly for you beforehand. Or at least you know what you are good at and not merely just interest/passion without the capability. This can be really disheartening.





Who doesn't want to fly higher and run further? Tell me


written by her twin sister

A heartbeat people couldn't recognised, no cardiologist has ever heard.


However, this unknown heartbeat constantly reminding people they are still alive, and they are human.


This heartbeat must be the effect of the caffein.

Labels: random thoughts

04-Nov-09 4:21pm
A sms from Christine Ho,


Dreams can come true only if you have the courage to pursue them- Walt Disney


I can't agree more...
Yes, if you believe in yourself, you can make it come true.
For no one else can do it, the power must come from you.


Do you have the courage?


The monsoon season reminds me so. It's November already?

Does this ever crossed your mind that, gosh..I dont seems to be myself today.


you thought you were asphyxiated, you need more air to breathe, the ambivalent feelings which is so hard to surpress.


Yes, they are just feelings and emotion. The reason I always think using the word "I think" is more sensible than using "I feel".


Feelings can be so manipulating



Why doubt when things mean nothing and God means everything?


written by her twin sister

I always thought that is a goal I wanna accomplish. But does my gift really lies there?Or am I being stubborn-headed again?



Picture taken from Jess. My fav! ;D

I have my hair cut! If I'm not mistaken the last time I had short hair was like 4 years ago? =)

Anyway,
I was really hungry just now,so I had my dinner at 5.30pm. However,only a plate of eggs with onions was cooked at that time so I actually finished more than half of them. When it came to dinner time, my sisters and cousin kept blaming me for finishing half the portion of that dish. Yes I know I'm very inconsiderate, and I feel darn bad about it. But they have a full portion of fish and vegetables dishes which I didn't touch at all. Feeling guilty and upset, I dont feel like talking to anyone and I saw my jies msn messages,


*censored on second thought*


My awesome-est sisters who always know the best way to cheer me up. I'm feeling so blessed to have them as my sisters, sisters who know me artery deep from inside out.


Lord, have You heard what's shouting deep inside me all the time?